back again
heya peeps. its been a while and alot has happened since then.
as most of you all should know or would come to know, i've finished my diploma course and currently im continuing my studies in higher dip for a year before moving on to my degree and then eventually the working world. ho-hum. i did considerably well, i think. as expected by most of the people who know me, but honestly not up to my standards though i keep telling people that i didnt aim for it. this is the perfect example for the malay idiom, lain di mulut, lain di hati. which makes the truth even more hurtful. but not to the point where it is excruciatingly painful, maybe the pain is tantamount to only a prick of the needle upon my finger? XD exaggerating much? well, maybe, but hurtful nonetheless. sighs.
i've got to say this thou. thanks to my friends that help me pull through it and save me from becoming such a an ass in front of everyone during the ceremony. not to mention the melaka trip that did wonders to my mood. haha. its definitely hard to forget a trip as eventful and exciting as that. *teehee=)*
so option A or option B?! cant believe im asking myself this question. especially when ive just decided a while ago. i give the word undecisive a whole new meaning. sighs. well, OA consists of F&B management and Rooms Division while OB is amde up of F&B mgmt and Culinary.
1 - im okay with cooking, dun hate it or anything of the sort, but terrified, for some reason. hmm..
2 - dun fancy the Rooms part. cant work with dull and boring, to me at least.... *yawns*
3 - OB is much, and i really mean much more tougher than OA.
verdict?
I chose OB.
why? pourqoui?
i.dont.know. je ne sais pas. sighs. *dats 3times already*
doubting myself still?
no.
maybe.
a lil bit.
a lil bit more?
[classes started on april 7th and they were enough to make my head spin and weak in the knees already. so, prepare my coffin by the end of june, it wont be soon before long and instead of the 'vacant' sign, it'll be 'occupied'.]
ALOT!
butttttt, but at the same time, im sorta well, you know, uhm , enjoying myself as well? mmm... wat to do. wat to do. wat to do. why cant i have both or rather a lil bit of both. it'll be sufficient for me. the best of both worlds. the best of [a little bit of] both worlds? i suppose, i have to stick with what i have decided and see where the river flows? ahaha..
taking chances by celine dion. love that song. thats what im doing now. more or less. taking chances, risks. weighing my options. making choiced. just hope i dont hit rock bottom. too hard.
so to those of you who still think hotel management or hospitality course is an easy course.
Tu ne peux pas savoir! Hmpf!
alors, au revoir mes amies!
~Ma vie n'est pas précisément distrayante mais merci mille fois pour lises mon blog! :-)
as most of you all should know or would come to know, i've finished my diploma course and currently im continuing my studies in higher dip for a year before moving on to my degree and then eventually the working world. ho-hum. i did considerably well, i think. as expected by most of the people who know me, but honestly not up to my standards though i keep telling people that i didnt aim for it. this is the perfect example for the malay idiom, lain di mulut, lain di hati. which makes the truth even more hurtful. but not to the point where it is excruciatingly painful, maybe the pain is tantamount to only a prick of the needle upon my finger? XD exaggerating much? well, maybe, but hurtful nonetheless. sighs.
i've got to say this thou. thanks to my friends that help me pull through it and save me from becoming such a an ass in front of everyone during the ceremony. not to mention the melaka trip that did wonders to my mood. haha. its definitely hard to forget a trip as eventful and exciting as that. *teehee=)*
so option A or option B?! cant believe im asking myself this question. especially when ive just decided a while ago. i give the word undecisive a whole new meaning. sighs. well, OA consists of F&B management and Rooms Division while OB is amde up of F&B mgmt and Culinary.
1 - im okay with cooking, dun hate it or anything of the sort, but terrified, for some reason. hmm..
2 - dun fancy the Rooms part. cant work with dull and boring, to me at least.... *yawns*
3 - OB is much, and i really mean much more tougher than OA.
verdict?
I chose OB.
why? pourqoui?
i.dont.know. je ne sais pas. sighs. *dats 3times already*
doubting myself still?
no.
maybe.
a lil bit.
a lil bit more?
[classes started on april 7th and they were enough to make my head spin and weak in the knees already. so, prepare my coffin by the end of june, it wont be soon before long and instead of the 'vacant' sign, it'll be 'occupied'.]
ALOT!
butttttt, but at the same time, im sorta well, you know, uhm , enjoying myself as well? mmm... wat to do. wat to do. wat to do. why cant i have both or rather a lil bit of both. it'll be sufficient for me. the best of both worlds. the best of [a little bit of] both worlds? i suppose, i have to stick with what i have decided and see where the river flows? ahaha..
taking chances by celine dion. love that song. thats what im doing now. more or less. taking chances, risks. weighing my options. making choiced. just hope i dont hit rock bottom. too hard.
so to those of you who still think hotel management or hospitality course is an easy course.
Tu ne peux pas savoir! Hmpf!
alors, au revoir mes amies!
~Ma vie n'est pas précisément distrayante mais merci mille fois pour lises mon blog! :-)
posted by Unknown at 8:26 PM
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~Ma vie n'est pas précisément distrayante mais merci mille fois pour lises mon blog! :-)
Hehe. I found you. Hehe.
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